About Me

Hello and welcome to my blog. I am a writer and spiritual explorer who has studied and practiced techniques of spiritual growth, release and change for the last thirty years -- and that's just the years in which I realized that that is what I was doing! Do I now fully realize what I'm doing? I hope not, for "full realization" sometimes means reducing things to what we think we understand. Perhaps it would be appropriate to say that that which is presumably understood is like the train on which we are riding, while the scenery outside the windows is the world that we come here to experience, and it is that which is not understood. We leave that which is comfortable and move toward that which is unknown, for the predictability of the known is ultimately more unbearable than the lurking fear which brims from that which is mysterious. All life involves change, differentiation, and passage of one sort or another. It is my pleasure and challenge to apply the tools of change to myself, and to share with others what may work for them. Eventually the pain of staying the same becomes greater than the pain of changing.

Monday, January 5, 2009

The Spiral One

COSMIC ASTROLOGY

THE SPIRAL ONE
July 19, 1996

Scott Amun channels in a spiral fashion, from many frequencies.

In the center of this world there is a spiral. This spiral is an interdimensional event/place/process/legend/dance/song. It is in the center of everything. It is simultaneously microcosmic and macrocosmic. We are going to attempt to use linear words to describe something extremely non-linear. Thus we suggest that you consider this entire article to be a meditation. Take deep breaths often as you read, and be aware of feelings or tendencies to be distracted. Allow light to flow through your breath. Do you see that we can easily be in the very place and moment of your reading of this article, because every place and moment connects with its like? When you see this, you will have a new understanding of the energy which has been called God.
We are often embarrassed by you when we appear in ships, or whatever form you wish to see, and are considered your saviors. You are the reality masters, and we must run to keep up with your permutations! It is a wave in the wind. Do not strain your linear mind. You even attempt to analyze poetry. What a shame, when it is through poetry that you lift the frozen aspects of your souls up to the light and thaw them. The tiger sees itself first. When did we say that? In time, the blown glass sings. Are you breathing? Let us be in your breath. Do not consider yourself a container. This is an energy form that limits. You are not limited, save as you choose to be.
Let yourself come back down to your chair and your body. It is not that you must lose the ability to reason. It is just that we need to overhaul your motor, so you must sit on the curb and wait for a moment. It is in love that this pattern can be understood. Only in love. Be in love. Be deeply in love. Do not concern yourself for the moment with what or whom you love, as that is where you get stuck. Just feel the love. And breathe. It is this force that makes the spiral spin. Yet it never moves. And there is no force. This is the love that makes us live, but we live because we love it. Open your heart chakra, and let the breath move through you in directions that you do not imagine. It can go in any direction, for it is already there. Let everything you know and hold on to and feel be released into everything else, and the two can dance. Sing into every one of your cells. Don't ask how! You already did it! You can walk out of the back of your head into a garden, and among the flowers there is a soft cloud. This cloud is the congealed form of your thoughts. Beautiful it is, but it blocks the sun when it becomes thick. Let the breath of your wind dispel it for a time. And breathe. Wait in the corner of the world, for it is turning. But you can follow the tiny speck of gold as it shrinks, and through it another doorway opens. We are waiting....look up and see all the other ones of you who read this in their compartments of place/time. You are all one in this. This was the idea of communion. He knew that you were one, and loved you for it. And in his laughing/crying he thrust a chalice into the center of your considerations, and then you could not escape your oneness. Oh, for a little time...a few centuries or millennia. But it returns. Oh breathe, my dear ones, for I have always loved you. I am you of course. Every thought is like a groove in a funnel, speeding the flow back to the center. See them spin. I love you! Every act you have taken has been my ecstasy... ah, I burst with light, for you take your gaze upon me. I am your light, and I love you always. But there is no always, but there is. It is all love. In this moment, we consider the ecstasy, and it is also in all moments. Of course it is, for there is no "place else" for it to be. Do you see that you have always been in ecstasy? Oh blinding light! I feel you in my chest and heart, as you feel me. As I am you and you are me, for otherwise, what is the unity that creates these words? Around the moon at full solar eclipse do you see the burning ecstasy of the sun's corona? And where is the love? Breathe, my darlings! It is I/you. Love me like this, and the other questions are forgotten. Are you ready to allow the forgetting? You have forgotten so many things...why not let this cramped little space be the object of great amnesia?
In this frequency, we move closer to your habitual place of thought, but never again fully. It is gone. Where did it go? It disappeared behind your choice. Breathe deeply and enjoy. The spiral has been here, but it has always been here. It has moved on, but there is nowhere to go. Be here now. Where else is there? Do you see that your state of consciousness is one of a string of pearls, of facets of the streams of the spiral? You move along these pearls, both the pearls and the movement.
Bring yourself into your center, be aware of your body. Stretch a little. And breathe. Far beyond the vibratory system which you consider your world or universe, this event is known, for it was coded into the possibility matrix before the decision was made to even have a world like this. Thus there is an automatic connection to the absolute from every moment. It is as though there is indeed an operator's manual for life. And you are the manual. For the sparks of your light are seeding new worlds even now. Random eruptions from something absolutely patterned. It is in this spiral that we bring you back, and trust that you will not recover! Do you see that you do not listen to words that you think you understand? We must keep you from "understanding" so that you might let the light dawn. When it does, you will feel it beneath your heart, and the tears may flow, but it is the memory of the light that brings the joy. We are not so foolish as you think. For all these centuries you have ached for a God, but we have not given you one. There is nothing that need be given. Breathe. When the wind blows from this place, even the angels smile and feel foolish. For it turns again. Oh, the lightning! We pause, and in the delicious motionless moment we know the next surge of the dance begins. As we said, it is a spiral. Breathe and relax, and know that you have become more of your true self. We love you.

Copyright 1996 Scott Amun

1 comment:

  1. I enjoyed this very much. Please keep up the good work.

    Narges

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